Cancer is an abnormality, a disease that does not belong in the body. It affects not only the person who has it, but also family and friends. Life does not feel quite the same as before the diagnosis. Treatments and new schedules bring about inevitable changes. Change in itself is a stressor. So - how to deal with all this in the best possible way? How to come out of this in a better way than going into it? How do we get through the valley and to the mountaintop? Climbing a mountain will take some effort.
Looking at this as a battle to fight, I take with me an army of intercessors praying for me, and the love and care of supportive family and friends. I know there are people praying who do not even know me. Support in the fight is a huge key advantage. The hard part for me is relying on others, depending on others. I've got to give up some control. Step One.
Fighting this battle with me is an excellent team of Doctors and other medical professionals. I would say they are like the Generals in the army with the weapons at their disposal and the know-how to attack this cancerous invasion in my body. I am following the treatment plan in which they are in agreement as the best one for me at this time. Step Two.
So if cancer is an abnormality, my plan of attack is to be as "normal" as possible in my attitude and daily actions. That means no room for negativity, nor any fear in doing my usual activities. I may learn some new interests and discoveries along the way. There may be new and enriching friendships that come into my life. Yes, I do believe the best is yet to come. Step Three.
Sorry, cancer. My focus will not be on you. My focus will be on becoming as physically fit and as healthy as I can be. I want to get to the top of that mountain with as much strength and energy and sense of well-being that is possible for me. I'm in training for my next 5K. Step Four.
It begins in earnest tomorrow: New Treatment Plan - Day One. Chemo, Chair 5, Bay 2.
There is no doubt a new adventure is in store for me, my family, and for all those who are with me on this journey. As a friend reminded me, through great tribulations come great blessings.
In all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us. Romans 8:37.
On with it. Left foot, right foot, left foot, right foot...
