I knew it was coming on.
I had felt extremely tired in the middle of the day, I had that
all-over dull achy feeling and the beginnings of chest congestion.
I powered on. I did major grocery shopping and went to a
meeting where I even gave a short presentation.
Next day I felt too exhausted to even fall out of bed. I managed to get myself up and look for energy in my first
cup of coffee. Then I searched the back of the medicine cabinet for some cold/cough/congestion medicine. It was either that or blackberry brandy.
Unfortunately, we had no blackberry brandy.
In the middle of winter when it’s freezing cold, and when
the winds are howling and the snow is blowing, catching a cold can be an excuse
just to stay in bed with a warm quilt
and a hot toddy and enjoy some downtime.
But during the final precious days of spring? When the temps
are in the low 70’s and the sun is shining, and the sky is blue? My garden is
calling out to me, I have things to do, places to go! Aagh.
My body needs rest. I decided it was time to appreciate the
simple things of life – the soft breeze through the open window, an aromatic,
steaming hot cup of tea with lemon and honey, the daytime solitude of our
bedroom. Besides, I had control of the TV remote and my laptop keeps me
connected to the world!
By the second
day, however, I decided my brain also needed a rest. So I turned off the TV and
my laptop. (Sorry, world, I had to disconnect you.) Silence, almost. Birds
singing. Noisy construction work going on next door. I pulled the blankets over
my head and slept.
Sometimes I take good health for granted. Sometimes I think
of all the people who live with chronic illness or pain. Sometimes I think
about St. John Paul II, our Polish pope who showed the world heroic dignity
though his suffering.
I do not do sickness well. I’m impatient and easily
irritated. I do try to find some benefit in all this, some lesson to learn.
I am grateful for the gift of life and for family. I
am grateful for beauty all around us and for times of solitude to become
renewed. In the huge scope of life, catching a cold is a mere minor
inconvenience.
And I am reminded I do need to put blackberry brandy on the
shopping list.
I love my pink "solitude chair."